i'm f*ing angry
and no it's not my time of month.
i have limits. i commonly say that my boundaries are quite out there. it takes ALOT to push me to my boundaries. hence why i have never been depressed. it's just way too far there for me to get too. and i'm talking either clinically depressed or "depressed" as people like to use to describe "sad", "discontent", "other fluffy words to yet again say 'i'm sad'".
but i am f*ing angry right now. yup i have been pushed to that boundary.
why am i angry? whom am i angry at? well lotsa people. lotsa reasons. ask olga, and she would be able to tell you the general issues that constantly pushes me to the anger edge. i mean she's practically heard it about once a month for like the last 4 years. same things, same people. and to you olga i apologise sincerley. i should swallow my own advice to others and tell these people to shut up/go away/take a long walk off a short pier. but yes i know. i don't. and i will pay/am paying the price of it today and possibly in the future.
so i am just gonna say this.
we are all around the mid-20's age (sue me if you're younger/older/or decrepit). that means we've all had 20 odd years to develop a brain. now people here's a clever idea...use that brain.
if you are sitting around moping thinking the sun won't shine cos you've been dumped/retrenched/dumped again etc. well omg...it must be a miracle! the sun is rising, and oh my...look! it's shining. yeah you. get off your f**king arse. life goes on.
do you constantly not know what the f**k to do? well omg! here's another clever idea! take some f**king self initative. suggest things to do, to help out, to contribute.
get off the f**king co-dependence mass of land. and i'm just not talking about boyfriends. i'm talking having to and always depending on others to do stuff for you. hey i'm all for teamwork, bonding, helping out friends. but you know what? it gets tiring real quick particularly when that person can pick up that that's how you operate/coast by/slide under the radar.
and oh yeah. get off the boyfriend/girlfriend co-dependence mass of land too. so f**king what if you've been dumped as a friend for a SO. you will and do do it too. so f**king what if your SO can't see you. it's called life. and it gets busy. which omg, is a reason you have pulled out too. probably out of your own arse too. so don't dish out the whole "world is against me". of course the world is against you. everyone is. f**king deal with it.
complain all you want. i'm not gonna listen no more (unless its for good gossip reasons). live in your own fantasy land. but here's a newsflash. you may want to think that people around you are truly that dumb and ignorant, but that's all in your head. go ahead. underestimate people.
f**king nice persona. to hell with it all. i've had enough.
i have limits. i commonly say that my boundaries are quite out there. it takes ALOT to push me to my boundaries. hence why i have never been depressed. it's just way too far there for me to get too. and i'm talking either clinically depressed or "depressed" as people like to use to describe "sad", "discontent", "other fluffy words to yet again say 'i'm sad'".
but i am f*ing angry right now. yup i have been pushed to that boundary.
why am i angry? whom am i angry at? well lotsa people. lotsa reasons. ask olga, and she would be able to tell you the general issues that constantly pushes me to the anger edge. i mean she's practically heard it about once a month for like the last 4 years. same things, same people. and to you olga i apologise sincerley. i should swallow my own advice to others and tell these people to shut up/go away/take a long walk off a short pier. but yes i know. i don't. and i will pay/am paying the price of it today and possibly in the future.
so i am just gonna say this.
we are all around the mid-20's age (sue me if you're younger/older/or decrepit). that means we've all had 20 odd years to develop a brain. now people here's a clever idea...use that brain.
if you are sitting around moping thinking the sun won't shine cos you've been dumped/retrenched/dumped again etc. well omg...it must be a miracle! the sun is rising, and oh my...look! it's shining. yeah you. get off your f**king arse. life goes on.
do you constantly not know what the f**k to do? well omg! here's another clever idea! take some f**king self initative. suggest things to do, to help out, to contribute.
get off the f**king co-dependence mass of land. and i'm just not talking about boyfriends. i'm talking having to and always depending on others to do stuff for you. hey i'm all for teamwork, bonding, helping out friends. but you know what? it gets tiring real quick particularly when that person can pick up that that's how you operate/coast by/slide under the radar.
and oh yeah. get off the boyfriend/girlfriend co-dependence mass of land too. so f**king what if you've been dumped as a friend for a SO. you will and do do it too. so f**king what if your SO can't see you. it's called life. and it gets busy. which omg, is a reason you have pulled out too. probably out of your own arse too. so don't dish out the whole "world is against me". of course the world is against you. everyone is. f**king deal with it.
complain all you want. i'm not gonna listen no more (unless its for good gossip reasons). live in your own fantasy land. but here's a newsflash. you may want to think that people around you are truly that dumb and ignorant, but that's all in your head. go ahead. underestimate people.
f**king nice persona. to hell with it all. i've had enough.
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