bah humbug

i've sadly come to terms with the fact that our faithful readers are dwindling in number. i've also realised that my philosophical thoughts just ain't happening anymore. therefore, it's back to mulling over the non-existent state of my social life.

in attempting to alleviate my boredom (apart from starting to paint my toenails) i was reading over last year's posts around this time. funny how some things change dramatically. and how some just endure over time...unfortunately i am still friends with helga...i don't think i'm ever going to get rid of her. muaahahah.

ok enough with the rose-coloured glasses.

time changes everything. if i could have another go at this year...i don't think i'd change much. wishful thinking comes dangerously close to regret. as eventful, alcohol influenced, crap, exciting, downright terrible, stressful, and surprising as this year has been...at least it hasn't been an ordinary and boring year. and when i spend the 31st of december with some of my closest mates, it will probably all seem worth it in the end. well after a couple of drinks anyway.